Have been wanting to write since morning. Could not write a single word. Tried to open the blogger writer and then wrote few words. Closed. Opened again after a while. Closed. Third time tried. But all in vain. Finally trying for this last time. May be I’ll get something to write and complete it too.
Past two days I’m wanting to write so many things. Had registered in my mind that I’ll quickly post it all. But as soon as I get to the blogger I’m blank. May be I’m not sure how to put my feelings across or may be I’m falling short of words. Or may be I’m just not in the mood to write or …. Well, it could be anything which I’m not aware of.
Sometimes life becomes this surprising. You are unsure of things happening to you.Like I’m not sure why this MAY BE happening to me in terms of writing.
For a second I also considered to close down my blog.For a while.And may be forever. Maybe I’m done with writing online. May be I’m done with hiding true and all the feelings. May be I’m aware that too many people, whom I know, are reading my blog. May be I don’t want to write all that is in my heart. May be I need some secret place to write in or a place where I can just rant about everything under this sky !
Honestly, how many of us write everything,that comes to our mind,on this blog ? Are we not aware that many,about whom we are writing, might be reading our blog ? Or may be whatever is written by you could be taken against your personality or character by the people who know you and also by those who have become your friends in this blog village ? Ya ?
Well, many of us might be just plain and simple in being very direct and open in writing. But I’m sure I’m not. There are things which I just withhold within me and may be put in my personal diary (which i maintain to write by pen)
So what is this blogging all about then ? Faking or hiding your feelings ? Do we write for others ? Or is it a medium through which we can exercise our freedom of speech ?
I’m confused ! You sure ?