She is making a list of less-es she has in her life right at this moment…
And soon he comes in and checks on her work…and he thinks its hilarious but soon it strikes him that’s it’s something serious at her end…He pops the ‘chill-pill’ and gives it to her…He tells her about how this moment is full of…
Time-full- to do things she always wanted to do but never had time
Relax-full-She has not tensions to meet those deadlines which almost made her dead working for 12 hours a day
Creativity-full- She is trying her hands at writing a book and that she could do this only because she has her creative cells relaxed and focussed on this one task
Opportunities-full- Now that she is a free bird and can do whatever she wants to at her own wish
Revive-full- That she can now invest time in her nearly lost relationships[due to lack of time]-friends and family….
Okay she takes it for a moment but suddenly moves on to another worse argument..The list of what all she hasn’t achieved even after reaching to this stage of her life…
And he comes into picture again and tells her what all she has achieved till now and how it matters most…!!
Well, this one is from direct dil-se..those who are reading me since quiet some time now, know that I’m currently jobless and these highs and lows [mostly lows] keep getting injected in my mood and my head and spoils everything at that moment..I know it’s natural to feel like this when you are suddenly doing nothing while you had such a hectic and robust schedule and you were doing just perfect then ! But I also know-when I’m in my right senses- that it’s part of life and that I need to see the half-filled glass and not the half-empty ! But when I strike my ‘lows’ it’s terribly bad…and I mean TERRIBLY ! And yes, I also know that it’s just a phase and it’s only me who can come out of my stupid ‘lows’…and trust me I’m trying…but at times I loose it and it spills out in this manner…Thankfully and luckily I have H by my side and doing all that which may be is not required for this big grown up female…But he does it without fail and without complaints !! I owe him a lot…and to you my readers for being there when I need those supportive and morale boosting comments…I have been talking to few of you off the blogs as well and trust me you have been doing a great job on that front..giving me ideas and good thoughts to stay cool and composed..specially Blue Mist and Elegant Chic..Thanks and hugs !!!