Honest confession here ! Heard a news from my grandma and I felt excited,surprised and hey I felt jealous too. And I stand surprised with this feeling of mine 😦 How could I? I mean feeling jealous… isn’t that normal,it is!! Ya,so what’s the big deal if I’m feeling the pang ? There is a big deal ! I have never felt jealous of someone yet ! Honestly !! Sure,I had want to be like someone sometimes..but never felt the J thing in me ! Then why now today ? When the news is regarding m cousin..why should I feel jealous …
Analytical that I’m by nature,I won’t leave any stone unturned before keeping any thought aside..I have to find out the root..ya I’m that sticky ! So when my analysis came to an end I just thought it’s because of all the eagerness that is burning inside me now a days…And this eagerness is playing bad games with my hormones which in turn is making me feel all that I haven’t felt in ages or ever ! Ahh ! Makes any sense to you ? Well,it did make a bit sense to me at least !
But I still am curious! Oh,I told you I’m sticky ! How could I!!! On second thoughts,I’m glad as well! For? Well,now that I know that I’m normal like other people and feel jealous once in a while !!
So the question is whether I should be happy or sad ? Now again a Y point !! Haaha..Anyways,the actual idea was to take it all out of me and I just did that ! Long live blogging 🙂