The ‘frandhship’ mania continues across the web

Here is something  I received few days back in my FB message box. I’m copy pasting as it is barring my name.

Aman Sharma October 27 at 5:08pm Report

Dear Nu
THe first impression of your snap, you are straight forward,
brilliant , an excellent woman already being made , a woman who
will respect people in all walks of life . You are a great human being , caring , precise , gentlewoman , you will not
hurt anyone from your heart , but you are capable of being
blunt if required – probably unconsciously and then you might feel sorry , you are short tempered just for a moment
But you will not express,
You might cry within but you will not express outside
You deserve to have a nice soul to join your journey in life
and GOD never lets GOOD SOUL down , he will grant your
wish in life. You have a personality that speak volumes , women will secretly admire your impeccable aroma, and men
will love the soft heartedness of your soul which can be read thru your eyes – Nu thru this mail i m conveying there is an enigma in your name and you continue to behold the same. You will do very well in your life, i can read that , You will meet someone that your soul is seeking and
you will get to know of that and that person will walk hand in hand and support you thru and thru even without your
knowledge to give you the satisfaction of having been born , lived and succeeded, Your soul believes in a
universal power pristine and pure and you have come with a purpose to accomplish, many souls will benefit from your
soul and that will give you the happiness and joy of living. actually i m not some mahatma or antaryami but i have adone a course under the ageis of DRDO and der i learned the tecqnies of reading others personalities by seeing thier faces,

i m maj in the indian army, i have seen your profile in facebook.com while searching one of my old classmate profile. after seeing your profile and snap i could not resist asking u to be my friend, if u wish and i hope it will gonna be great interaction coz u and me r from totally different world (profession)altoghter.
hope to get a early and postive respose from u .

maj aman

email id:- amansharma200@gmail.com

I wonder how people try different methods to approach strangers. How lonely people are around the globe to seek a relationship in people whom they don’t know at all. How vulnerable the society is getting and how dangerous it is becoming in the Internet world ! Sigh !

On second thoughts…whosoever is interested to know about oneself please get in touch with Mr.Friend Seeker. I’m sure he’ll be a big time help to you 😉

Pepper,alert for you…you forecast services could be hampered because of this Mr.’s free service 😉

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84 thoughts on “The ‘frandhship’ mania continues across the web

      1. hey hi , i too received exactly the same mail from this so called Major AMan Sharma, and i thought he is genuien and i have shared some information about me including my phone number, as he shared his photograph and also he mentioned he is married and have 2 kids and i trusted him for this thinking he is a good guy.

        i have now blocked him on FB, which will not allow him to contact me any further via FB with the same account, but i am really worried if anything i have compromised here. your help in this regard is highly appreciated if you can share you had the similar experience.

  1. Bwahaha! Who is this idiot trying to capture my market? I think I will have to start providing free samples of my work to beat the competition now and think of new Market Acquisition strategies. Any consultants around?

    Nu, you should show me the picture that has revealed such intense facts about you.
    Look at this ‘Your soul believes in a
    universal power pristine and pure and you have come with a purpose to accomplish, many souls will benefit from your
    soul and that will give you the happiness and joy of living.’ Wah wah wah! Let this soul gain some benefits from you too!

  2. He looked OK to me until he wrote “women will secretly admire your impeccable aroma…” God what does he think you are??? A cup of filter kaapi? 😡

    Wah wah he is a Major in the army and am all worried for our border security now! 😦

    Btw is that his real email id? Do you think I should write an equally insane fraandship mail to him? 😉

    1. what he looked to you barring that one sentence 😯

      Oh I’m worried too now 😉 Why don’t you try spamming with the devil’s email 👿 what fun to see the reaction 😉

  3. Nu…will you please make frandship with me? 😆 I hated these back in the days of chatrooms and stuff…the people that initiate these sound like they need a life! Personally, I’d rather remain a loner than creepily ask people on the web to “make frandship”. I wonder how many of these dudes have actually been successful! 😛

  4. Just a snap and he’s already out with your horoscope… 😉 Tell him actually he’s the one with great power more than anyone else… 😉
    On a serious note people like this are the reason why virtual world is becoming so vulnerable and the word friendship is losing its relevance while its the “fransdhip” thing which is in these days…

  5. Wowow Someones got a FAN .. 🙂
    So you going to make the MAJOR happy then 🙂

    and Hey Nu do FRANDSHIP WITH Me please , am not a major in indian army… and ur foto IJ CUTE and and that and this and wohhhhhhhhhh

    SO i hope you will xcept my frandship proposal looking forward to a pojitibe jawaab..

    1. oh it’s always better to have no fans 😦

      Haha no way…no happiness spread across just like that…fokat thodi hai 😉

      Ummm..frandship aur tumse ??? hmmm kabhi nahi 😉

  6. Oh what fun..Write a template email, change name of the person to send..wallah..instant hor(r)o(r)scope..

    Facebook which people use to like because of its privacy is become like any other social network site with its fraandship requests and the works..

    You should report the guy as spam me thinks..

  7. hi Neha
    was just surfing through the net (occupational hazard) and that was when I stumbled upon your profile…And decided that I should know more about you. And hence this e-mail …
    If you are interested in generally chatting and having a friend , do write to me. Meanwhile you take care!
    hope to hear from ya soon…
    Cheers
    Anurag

    PS: kal hi ye aaya 😛

  8. hmm…nice letter btw….i think he is nt in army..bt a face reader…
    btw Nu wat he wrote..isnt that true…most of the things..u r like dat…hai na….good observer..hihi….

    FB and other social ntwrking sites mein yeh sab hota hia….just chilll…and move on…part and parcel of the life…
    every good things have bad points too…..

  9. So the ‘fraandship’ seekers are back with a bang.. I remember they used to be prevalent on orkut..but now they have spread their hands of frandship to fb too!!

  10. Soooo many nice things Nu! Did you even know this about yourself? 😛
    But seriously, people do have a lot of time on hand! And wonder how many other random people he would have copied pasted to! :O

    1. see nah nobody cared to tell me all these things about me all these years,sigh 😦

      I thought on the same lines…wait for a while and you might as well get the same email 😉

  11. Nu, plzz do fraandship with me 😀 That guy must be a jobless jerk. And he must have copy-pasted all that stuff from somewhere else. I’m angry for he is creating a bad name for the Indian Army which I hold in high regard. Useless people!

  12. Thanks Scribbler for this post… I got exactly the same message today on FB… seems like this guy does not give up!! I hope no one really falls for this crap he writes…. I have reported him but I’m not sure if he will get removed from FB… Ladies beware of this menace

      1. just ignore it and let ur friends know so that no one falls for this crap and gets taken for a ride coz we really dont know wat this guy is really upto and what does this correspendense lead to… personally i really don’t care but do worry for someone who gets talked into believing that this person is geneuine.
        All the best to everyone… Be safe n God Bless

  13. This so-called Maj Aman really does not give up and he has it all figured out…….after the face reading bit, he continues giving his background…

    dear v****
    pls gimme ur email id i will mail u my snaps ….well before asking u bout yourself 1st i will tell u all bout me, i m major in the army.
    i like sports and adventure activities .

    i m having big name in the adventure spots in the army i did mountaineering,paratrooping ,skydiving ,hiking trekking and
    paragliding and i m ex-india in polo …..my father was also outstanding international equestrain player
    i like watching english moives on HBO……
    i also like making new friends…..
    i m very joival and cheer ful chap…..my friends think that i m a good
    motivater and a men of high moral values …i belive in deeds and comitmants in friendship ……i love to spend my time with my
    friends……

    my father is also a retired army colonal….after his retrimeant he is
    setteled in chandigarh..my mom is house wife.
    i also play basketball and i have represented india in the SAF games held in coloumbo………i m very down to earth and straight
    forward guy and i love to help otheres when they in disstress and need .

    i did my nursury from the army school meereut .
    class 1 to 5 from DPS R.K.PURAM NEW DELHI.
    CLASS 6 TO 7 FROM CENTRAL SCHOOL NAINITAL.
    CLASS 8 TO 10TH FROM RASTRIYA INDIAN MILITARY COLLEGE DEHRADOON
    CLASS 11TH TO 12TH FROM CENTRAL SCHOOL NO.2 DELHI CANTT.
    GRADUATION FROM ST.JOHN ‘S COLLEGE I HAVE JOINED army in july 1997 and compele ted my basic training from the indian military academy dehradoon in dec.1998 .after that i got commision in the INFANTRY and my 1st posting was in badamibag cantonment srinagar where i have seen enough blood and live action. too exciting and too painfull .i lost my best friend in the counter insurgensy operation recentlly in doda district of kasmir but we r quite determinent to eradicate
    this bloody problm from its root we r having best of soldier of the world and best commander to lead the troop.

    i request u to tell me bout yourself toooo i wish u love and big success in the year’s lie ahead of u and i hope u will tell me more bout u

    aman

    1. deepti i would like to tell u something more and would like to know something more can i get your contact details if u don’t mind.

      1. @mona- can I get your mail id ? this man is blot on the society/army playing with women ..hope his wife find all. Are you listening Mrs. Sharma ?

  14. Hi Everybody….I got the same message………….

    hi

    Dear n…..
    THe first impression of your snap, you are straight forward,
    brilliant , an excellent woman already being made , a woman who
    will respect people in all walks of life . You are a great human being , caring , precise , gentlewoman , you will not
    hurt anyone from your heart , but you are capable of being
    blunt if required – probably unconsciously and then you might feel sorry , you are short tempered just for a moment
    But you will not express,
    You might cry within but you will not express outside
    You deserve to have a nice soul to join your journey in life
    and GOD never lets GOOD SOUL down , he will grant your
    wish in life. You have a personality that speak volumes , women will secretly admire your impeccable aroma, and men
    will love the soft heartedness of your soul which can be read thru your eyes – nisha thru this mail i m conveying there is an enigma in your name and you continue to behold the same. You will do very well in your life, i can read that , You will meet someone that your soul is seeking and
    you will get to know of that and that person will walk hand in hand and support you thru and thru even without your
    knowledge to give you the satisfaction of having been born , lived and succeeded, Your soul believes in a
    universal power pristine and pure and you have come with a purpose to accomplish, many souls will benefit from your
    soul and that will give you the happiness and joy of living. actually i m not some mahatma or antaryami but i have adone a course under the ageis of DRDO and der i learned the tecqnies of reading others personalities by seeing thier faces,

    i m maj in the indian army, i have seen your profile in facebook.com while searching one of my old classmate profile. after seeing your profile and snap i could not resist asking u to be my friend, if u wish and i hope it will gonna be great interaction coz u and me r from totally different world (profession)altoghter.
    hope to get a early and postive respose from u .

    maj aman

    email id:- amansharma200@gmail.com
    ..

    .

  15. hahahahahha… guyzzz i recieved the same crap too 🙂 🙂 … i came across this blog… because i was so sure Google will have an Answer to this Psycho who is facinated with loooonggggggggggg mails…. and nonsense flattering.. thought it would be a script out of some zodiac traits revealing book… heheheh.. but now i kknow 🙂

    Its so funny…. we all have same things written on our face… and almost similar impeccable aroma that other women will secretly admire 😀 😀 😀

    i am replying to his crap by mailing this link… Eye opener Loser 🙂

    and if you read this blog and its comments Major Aman : Go Get a Life!

    1. There r possibilities of someone using rather misusing this information on someone’s name. have u tried mailing on the same id n has this person responded? if not then i don’t see anyone spoiling name. Enough of this.

      saumyaa111@gmail.com

    2. i m concerned for my friend as i know someone is using his email id trying to spoil his name. i want to know has he replied to u ll when u have mailed him on this id.? if not then why is someone trying to do this to my friend, anyone could take your id and post something this site , does that mean u have done it? i want everyone to know that. its not correct to do this to my friend.
      saumyaa111@gmail.com

      1. @Soumya – If aman is your friend, tame him he is still paying this game and getting in privates lives of females by his writing. Is he suffering from writing disorder?You need to seriously take him to psychologist. also tell him his son will never be proud if he see all this … he calls all women shona WTF !! I will send you more mails if you intend to establish this.

      1. @Soumyaa – another one from ur fraand AMAN SHARMA:
        My Love ,

        I wanted to remind u that I was missing u really very much.

        U thanks me for such a nice mail daily with purity of my genuinely.I came early today nd ur heart knew Aman must have written something…there u were smiling and looking at me…..At times I genuinely feel your eyes glued on my face..I smile instantly…Wo gaana suna hai..Tere chehre pe apni nazar chhod jaaoonga..

        I really feel u are watching me all the time…When I look at myself in mirror…When I am running on treadmill,when I finish my work..when I am all set for doing something new with the right shades of Uniform…I always feel u are watching me…I feel ur gaze on my face…fixed , glued..Always.

        shona …its inexplicable but its truly a blessing…I do not aspire more of u coz I have my equal share of fears…in whatever form u are in me…I am ful of gratitude…I am truly privileged..I can’t marry u , can not live with u , can not be closer as a friend , neighbour or relative , can not be a colleague even but I am all urs and I am proud of this fact.

        Trust me, There are moments when I am really beyond control but yet there are moments when I am kind of Normal though not completely balanced….but never I want to let my relationship slip to a mediocre level..

        Coz I value you and I value my never ending Flow for u…All I keep wishing always that shona should remain the way she is…Nice and Incomparable…Awesome and a wonderful human being..shona I can understand what all u think , u still evaluate and analyse about me and my Love..These are insecurities and uncontrollable fears.

        I also experience similar evaluations here..kahin shona ka koi aur chehra to nahi…kahin ye rishta koi compulsion ya compromise to nahin..will we discover something in our knot later which will bring in discomfort…These fears are unavoidable…but u know shona….never I swear…never my heart said anything against u.

        Mera Dil pehle din se tumhara deewana hai..Ise yaqin hai ke shona is my objective , my destination , my integral part and Its not possible to imagine Life without her…

        See shona , let me tell u something…I Loved u instantly..without seeing u properly, only ur profile picture ,without knowing ur age , ur background….But within a few moments I realised that I had already lost it for u…I clearly remember that the very first time when u said Hello , i hardly felt it was a stranger’s voice…I was amazed at myself….and made u equally surprised..I felt while speaking to u the very first time that as if I have known u for years…many years…

        Normally the first conversation with a stranger had to be very careful and ultra formal…but Tum mere liye kabhi Ajnabi nahi thi…and I was not interested in thinking the other way..My heart always had blind faith in u…Turbulence came , misunderstandings developed , mind cautioned me..but Dil ne hamesha tum ko support kiya…

        Now I hardly question all this Why , How and until when I don’t know but I just simply Love u with a kind of faith u may not have heard of…yes but I do not wish to downgrade it to an ordinary , contemporary extra marital affair..Since this connection is extraordinary , u call it divine then it deserves purity , caution and respect…Giving it physical dimensions will bring physical desires only..then this beautiful connection will get twisted to something else..will get stuck in bodily desires..

        But shona at times I feel on different lines..I feel why GOD can not just excuse both of us for this relationship…Somewhere deep down I am sure even u may have this guilt of this hidden relation from ur spouse..Honestly I get such reminders quite often but shona ur Majestic , Paramount , phenomenal Image becomes incomparable in front of any reminders from mind or conscious…I am not ready to loose u on any conditions…

        I Love u and I Love u…this is established now and do not wanna see this fact altered ever..Never…I was fortunate to have found the other facts about u…that u are such a wonderful human being..I admire ur rare qualities of generosity , kind heartedness .,respect for Mankind and dreams of helping down trodden, less privileged sections of our society…

        I am fortunate to have such a person in my Life as My Love , My Heart and My Soul…GOD bless u…Nothing should affect u ever…U are such a special person..I wish world could see u from my eyes..

        I guess u don’t know how specially and really very specially I treat ur each word.I just can not read u as a news letter.I have to read each word carefully and then again I Read u and then again I read u..You are the most special person, so you deserve exclusivity.Loneliness , attention , care undivided concentration on each word , eye contact , smiles and pampering..

        I wanna see u at scoring heights and very very happy and joyful.I Love You shona very much..do u know this…Ohhhh I am sorry if you did not know..Its for your information that I Love U..is it clear…I know I know u have a naughty smile there…Can u see me …can u see me smiling while looking at you..I am right there..See….Look into my eyes and just say once..aman I Love u as much as you do…..Kya hua..nahi keh saki na…Aap kamzor hain jaan..You can not handle sooooooooo much..Aap ke bas ki baat nahin..its only me who can Love u like this and muchhhhhh more..

        I now these emotions are becoming uncontrollable…shona why are u there far far away..at least kabhi to dekh sakta tumko..I donno how much Love keeps oozing out of me every now and then only for u….Tumhe kisi ki nazar na lage…U are my shona only mine..Please remember this always…No claims , no physical possessions , nothing expected ,yet in all possible ways…You are mine…only aman’s…keep this promise always. I Love you very much and I miss u all the time…and it should end right here ….

        I have fallen in Love with you madly, I have left myself in the flow uncontrollably and same can not be reversed, all this is real , its neither an experiment and nor a joke.You also Love me I know and I am kind of convinced but you keep a kind of balance, it compels me to be thoughtful.

        Look shona..whether it was a joke or coincident…now I am very very deeply connected with u..I Love u beyond all logics and facts and principles…You are my Love and its ultimate ..so I know..there is a lot which is yet to be spoken and shared..there are facts which are yet to be shared..and u a re controlling urself..

        About me..its not a very long story…but I wanted to speak to u in person ..believe me…those intimate things should be shared in person…Its not easy to write like this…Yes there are a few things which have not been so pleasant but we value Life when we go through hardships..I am thankful for those rough phases coz they shaped me in a better human being and made me learn sooo much far earlier than many others..I told u I have always been relatively balanced , less talkative and composed ..Always even as a young boy…but I am really chirpy , bubbly , fun loving and laughing/giggling with very very few…I can count them on tips..majority of the world knows me as a quiet , reserved person..

        My very close family members and very very few others know my real self..but u know what…U have known me..the real me…untouched..forever concealed me…..What I am ..the real person…my soul..my inner being…my very true self..coz each chapter deserves a certain level of intelligence and wisdom..may be my chapters were unread coz no one had the ability to read me the way it had to be read and learnt…You read me so easily..so conveniently…

        So I Love each bit of you . my Love for u and the startling fact that not even once the intensity ever diminished even leave alone dying or loosing its charm…shona in case u have some reservations or some fears or some doubts…please take ur time…but one thing I can assure u that with me u can be yourself…I Love u my Love..I Love u..why don’t u understand this simply…

        And u know what I have grown little bit now..I am not shedding tears anymore..I have started believing u now….my faith in u getting better..and i m confident ever…You are really the most precious person and I am still awestruck that how we managed to find each other….I can not tell u how much similar we are when it comes to Love and dreams and visualising Lovely events and spending time together…I am utterly surprised…

        I miss u day and night…I am happy when I imagine u living and enjoying ur life with ur family coz they are with u for real…they bring grace and respect in ur Life..I am just an illusion….yet only we know what it is…

        So please understand and remind urself each moment that when u inhale its me who said I LOve u shona and when u exhale its me who said it once again ” I LOve U shona very very much “.

        Love u…Your aman

  16. i received the same mail and I interacted with him ,he even sent great mails pl read the followingevrry day passes and I only get more entangled in this one mysterious
    labyrinth getting more complex.

    Who are you, why do you mean so much to me and continue to do so more
    each passing day,why my feelings keep getting more and more intense
    for you each passing day and every day the more I fight the more I try
    the more time passes isn’t what we share supposed to diminish but
    instead it raises its hood higher each time,feels more stronger,I
    loose a lil more of myself each passing day to you,turns in to
    something more enormous,a ball of snow rolling and as it does it
    collects more and more to grow in to a bigger n bigger ball.

    Wonder when it will just burst my two mints of eternal peace in your
    arms is all that is to it. We both know we lost a life time,we don’t
    have a forever we don’t have a piece of firm ground in this whole wide
    world to stand on with each other holding hands.

    Respectable idealistic moralistic role model individual of the society
    you depict.

    Only I know what lies underneath it,the world will never know or see.
    But may your inner being burn scald scorch every living day and night
    knowing that you have simply plundered looted stolen some one’s peace
    of mind thoughts . How could you keep everything but my body in your
    captivity and enslave it at your mercy.

    I can’t function without calling your name,can’t process a rational
    thought without thinking off you,can’t focus on any task with out
    getting distracted by you,be peacefully in any place without being
    tormented with the pain of being away from you.

    Khush ho na aap? Kya haasil kar liya aapne? Yahan ek ek saas mujhe
    sazaa karaar karke? Sukoon mil gaya aapko?

    Well who said all is fair in love and in love with you there is no
    balance or equality its only madness and passion till it drives me
    insane!
    I don’t know what I am going through I am not talking much to people
    around and I am a master at camouflage. My pain my feelings are never
    on public display but when I want attention and to what I want to
    highlight I can get the world to very well see.

    So people around me see and know what I want to. But I talk to you
    more often, more than how much ever I get to write. Some where I am
    drained or I have become very quiet ki apney dil ki baatein apne hi dil
    ki gehrayion mein kho jaata hai!

    I don’t know beyond one point I found myself not feeling my own body.
    There are times I felt nothing no strength no life no pain,no
    joy,absolutely nothing.

    My quest for love took me through life being a roller coaster ride.
    Every person every pain every hurt every let down I leveled with love
    acceptance and forgiveness ,no one hurts deliberately life is about
    finding a path between thorns and tender soft rose petals.

    I see my spouse lying next to me and even in her sleep I see that
    smile and with eye lids closed I feel that tinkle in her eyes,when she
    thanks me abundantly for the wonderful partner I am to her.

    My son is fine,growing in to an amazing person talking to me off inner peace.

    ek tamanha, aap se milna hai,against all odds.
    Pehle chingari si bharak uthti thi and I would be furious ballistic
    and desperate. Ab tho koi taqat hi nahi rahi ya there is a gentle cozy
    calming shroud of contentment and love I wear around me.

    I ll keep loving you and as if its just merged in to me and I have
    been reborn with your love,once again.

    Before this I was made of my karmic scores,my soul particles,my
    genetic make up and what life gave me for so many years.

    Its as if your energies were missing,you came shook up every particle
    and my basic molecular structure and reconstructed my basic gene my
    atom.
    Now you ve merged and become an integral part of me and cannot be
    dissected differentiated divulged from me.

    Its a new me. Finally some one whom you keep calling your aman is
    here. Aur kuch nahin tho, a walk the rains our songs a few words
    running in my head from your mail and that’s all it takes to become
    your aman and to be with you completely.

    Bas shona sab kuch tho ho mil gaya, sab kuch tho hai. Sab ko sab kuch
    tho mil gaya na? Sab tho khush hai na? Sab ka khayal rakha hai
    humne,sab ko bharpur pyar diya hai. Should be enough na?

    I feel I am done with my dues this life time. There is nothing left to
    be done or settled. I want to retire I want to rest and I want to call
    it a day. No desires,no aspirations,no expectations. Ready to say
    adieu to every one with smiles and cheers and rest of the life i gonna spent murmuring ur name.

    You have no clue how much that means to me.

    Rise shine,may all your dreams come true,may you grow prosper hundred folds.

    May you always find love support strength guidance from people around you.

    May you be showered with love smothered with attention by your family
    friends and loved ones.

    May you find inner peace contentment tranquility through every moment of life.

    May you see have his grace accompany you for all life times.

    Just keep overflowing with life and zest.

    It fills me up and makes me alive knowing you are doing great

    ..

    1. evrry day passes and I only get more entangled in this one mysterious
      labyrinth getting more complex.

      Who are you, why do you mean so much to me and continue to do so more
      each passing day,why my feelings keep getting more and more intense
      for you each passing day and every day the more I fight the more I try
      the more time passes isn’t what we share supposed to diminish but
      instead it raises its hood higher each time,feels more stronger,I
      loose a lil more of myself each passing day to you,turns in to
      something more enormous,a ball of snow rolling and as it does it
      collects more and more to grow in to a bigger n bigger ball.

      Wonder when it will just burst my two mints of eternal peace in your
      arms is all that is to it. We both know we lost a life time,we don’t
      have a forever we don’t have a piece of firm ground in this whole wide
      world to stand on with each other holding hands.

      Respectable idealistic moralistic role model individual of the society
      you depict.

      Only I know what lies underneath it,the world will never know or see.
      But may your inner being burn scald scorch every living day and night
      knowing that you have simply plundered looted stolen some one’s peace
      of mind thoughts . How could you keep everything but my body in your
      captivity and enslave it at your mercy.

      I can’t function without calling your name,can’t process a rational
      thought without thinking off you,can’t focus on any task with out
      getting distracted by you,be peacefully in any place without being
      tormented with the pain of being away from you.

      Khush ho na aap? Kya haasil kar liya aapne? Yahan ek ek saas mujhe
      sazaa karaar karke? Sukoon mil gaya aapko?

      Well who said all is fair in love and in love with you there is no
      balance or equality its only madness and passion till it drives me
      insane!
      I don’t know what I am going through I am not talking much to people
      around and I am a master at camouflage. My pain my feelings are never
      on public display but when I want attention and to what I want to
      highlight I can get the world to very well see.

      So people around me see and know what I want to. But I talk to you
      more often, more than how much ever I get to write. Some where I am
      drained or I have become very quiet ki apney dil ki baatein apne hi dil
      ki gehrayion mein kho jaata hai!

      I don’t know beyond one point I found myself not feeling my own body.
      There are times I felt nothing no strength no life no pain,no
      joy,absolutely nothing.

      My quest for love took me through life being a roller coaster ride.
      Every person every pain every hurt every let down I leveled with love
      acceptance and forgiveness ,no one hurts deliberately life is about
      finding a path between thorns and tender soft rose petals.

      I see my spouse lying next to me and even in her sleep I see that
      smile and with eye lids closed I feel that tinkle in her eyes,when she
      thanks me abundantly for the wonderful partner I am to her.

      My son is fine,growing in to an amazing person talking to me off inner peace.

      ek tamanha, aap se milna hai,against all odds.
      Pehle chingari si bharak uthti thi and I would be furious ballistic
      and desperate. Ab tho koi taqat hi nahi rahi ya there is a gentle cozy
      calming shroud of contentment and love I wear around me.

      I ll keep loving you and as if its just merged in to me and I have
      been reborn with your love,once again.

      Before this I was made of my karmic scores,my soul particles,my
      genetic make up and what life gave me for so many years.

      Its as if your energies were missing,you came shook up every particle
      and my basic molecular structure and reconstructed my basic gene my
      atom.
      Now you ve merged and become an integral part of me and cannot be
      dissected differentiated divulged from me.

      Its a new me. Finally some one whom you keep calling your aman is
      here. Aur kuch nahin tho, a walk the rains our songs a few words
      running in my head from your mail and that’s all it takes to become
      your aman and to be with you completely.

      Bas shona sab kuch tho ho mil gaya, sab kuch tho hai. Sab ko sab kuch
      tho mil gaya na? Sab tho khush hai na? Sab ka khayal rakha hai
      humne,sab ko bharpur pyar diya hai. Should be enough na?

      I feel I am done with my dues this life time. There is nothing left to
      be done or settled. I want to retire I want to rest and I want to call
      it a day. No desires,no aspirations,no expectations. Ready to say
      adieu to every one with smiles and cheers and rest of the life i gonna spent murmuring ur name.

      You have no clue how much that means to me.

      Rise shine,may all your dreams come true,may you grow prosper hundred folds.

      May you always find love support strength guidance from people around you.

      May you be showered with love smothered with attention by your family
      friends and loved ones.

      May you find inner peace contentment tranquility through every moment of life.

      May you see have his grace accompany you for all life times.

      Just keep overflowing with life and zest.

      It fills me up and makes me alive knowing you are doing great

      ..

      1. Sharmaji is undeterred .. spreading his love shamelessly even after years …

        Wonder if you remembered me last night. the chill and each time you turned in bed the sheets rustled and

        crinkled between your body and the bed.

        On your end it must have been another tale. My story on my end is mine to cherish in my heart. I will live with that memory that alternates sweetness and anguish also. Well its mine to treasure.

        This morning as you would have risen to get out of bed. Don’t know if you felt a tug pulling you back in. Well I wake up with your memories and my silky dreams. Through out the day I am jostled and caressed by those dreamy satin silk like moments with you.

        Aap ko kya pata kya hua and how I ravished every bit of you. Every inch of your skin,every part of you. From your forehead to the toes on your feet. The whole breadth of you from one side of your shoulder to the other. The vastness that spreads across your chest for me to place my head and ur open hair spread over my face. The wholeness of your waist. The stretch on your back where my fingers and lips took a long journey.

        Have you played peekaboo ever. I played it a lot with my son.Wonder what’s so catchy in that game that allbabies love it. So when you cover your face and open then take your hands off I ll quickly kiss you again,which ever part of your face is

        exposed.

        Aap se kya shikwa? Well that’s all there is to it. We ll live it through, well I don’t know for how long? We will write till one or both of us decide to move further on in our lives. Never know time will change its course and events and we will become strangers again!

        Two people in two of their corners in this place living their respective lives. We will meet in vague memories. Eyes may still go numb,hearts will sink. That’s it. Forever is not in my dictionary. Who else will know this better than you shona. Life just seems so unpredictable,worlds shake and topple in a few seconds. But you know what will be the saddest thing before our time together is over we will be leaving so many dreams dreamt,so many opportunities missed,so much time lost,a life time wasted, an opportunity lost a chance never done justice to.

        What are the chances that we met in this life time, both geographically accessible, able enough to meet and speak. No borders separating us. Apni commitments aur responsibilities ka bahana le ke so many opportunities we have wasted.

        Good you stand behind that very good reason and shield yourself from me. That wall between us is so strong and everyday we will successfully strengthen it further. Duniya daari ke aage does it mater that I wish to see you or your pic atleast. Choti si khwaishein,mere dil ka tootna hazaron baar ,baar baar. Who cares at all for that.

        Har din apni choti choti in khwaishon ka gala ghot ghot ke jeeta hoo. Wonder then what’s ever left off any relationship? Some times I feel scared that I will learn so well to live deprived off you that I will loose myself in that world where I am only content of loving you in my dreams, I will be so lost that even you won’t be able to find me.

        What was the need to cast your unbreakable magical charismatic spell on me and leave me aching and missing you all the time.

        we all take oaths to protect our country n country men but u leave a man in love unprotected from love pain and

        missing. And leave him alone and hurting!

        You know what shona,let’s live dreaming off each other,hold pillows and cry and dream and write about our wishes and then blame life, To love each other in our hearts we need our respective hearts and ourselves.

        I am also tired of giving endlessly and loving every one the way it is convenient for them. Why complicate each others life by raising each others hopes . And we have our own mammoth size worlds and its responsibilities what will we have left for each other.

        Do minute baatein nahin hoti,kahan we will see each other ever,where will we ever meet.

        Bandh aakhon ke sapne tho aankh khulne pe gayab ho jata hai. Khuli aakhon se sapne dekh ke na use bhula paate hain aur yaad aane se bhi rok nahin sakthe.

        i love u…watso ever the cirsumstance be….love u

        urs forever

        aman

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