What’s on my mind? Like FB keeps asking! There are too many thoughts wandering in my tiny brain..
majorly right now it is about me sticking to a fixed schedule and being consistent at it-you guessed it right I’m talking about the weight loss target I’ve set for myself this year. I’m surprised to see that I’m so particular in other things but this one which needs really a serious attention now. Forget about looking sassy and wearing hot dresses and all that stuff…it’s more about health…When I look ahead in my future,well not literally,I feel would I be able to run around Chirpy when she plays in the park? Will I be fit enough to spend time in activities with her,Sunday picnics,baking and cooking food for her, all that I keep imagining and planning to do?
Another thing dancing on my head right now is-Reading. My 2012 reading challenge seems to be going for a toss and I’m really disappointed at that. Basically I’m just being plan lazy with it and I dislike this ! I’ve to read…leave alone the challenge and all, just for my own sake. For staying mentally fit and feel happy about it…I must read!
And thirdly, Chirpy’s health. No, no don’t worry. She is fine,touch wood! Just that she has got a bad bad allergy due to pollen / heat / some food. Doctors say it’s not possible to pin point and it will only come to the light with time and only I can see that,that is a mother can only know what is causing her this allergy…I’m being careful while feeding her any new food but I’m sure,my motherly instincts say that she is not affected with any food but it’s may be heat or some allergy she has caught while we traveled last few months. All this has cause tough deep rashes on her cheeks ! Though the medication is on and she seems to be recovering from it now but it’s still there and it’s been a month now 😦 I hate such situations where parents just can’t help the babies,why oh why god,as if the other parenting dilemma’s and guilt and confusions were not enough you have burdened us with this too ! Please god,make her super fine no?
See,that’s why blogs are best! I could have not posted all this rant [crap for you ;)] on FB cause of the character restrictions…but the blog space is wide and open to as many characters we wish to type 🙂
P.S. I just read so many posts,as old as last year’s, of some bloggers tonight and I’m feeling fresh 🙂 Reading pumps in fresh air in me 🙂