What a funny thing I came across in my drafts 🙂 lol…read and you’ll know why I’m calling it funny now 😀
Blogging is fun for sure BUT there are other things too!
I know this post might not mean anything to me after a few days. This post might not make any sense to me even after few hours from now. But I’ve to do this and write all that is on my mind since a few days.
- I want to curtail my Internet time-blog time to be specific.
- I want to get in a routine-for myself.
- I want to do stuff for my own good-like reading.
- I want to be me-a me from earlier times.
And only root cause of the above listed problems is-blogging. Because that is what I do when I’m not tending to Chirpy or doing the house chores. Honestly speaking, this blogging eats up all my time and strength. Whatever time I get to spend with my own self,either I’m writing posts or commenting on other blogs. This is addictive and I’m addicted!
Having so much time on hands has added fuel to my addiction. I have no control on self when it comes to spending time on the reader.
My book reading has gone down drastically. And books as in not only fiction novels that I mention here but the professional books and journals that I’ve subscribed to. The HR blog is very royally neglected since last year. As if HR has started making no sense to me in any which way!
I feel like a sinner,in truer sense. I feel like a stupid person who can’t seem to have control on her own addiction!
Addiction-that’s the word! The moment Chirpy is sleeping or playing with her grandma all I’ve on my mind is to open up WP and Google reader!
I’ve to stop this. I’ve to regain my sanity. I’ve to be particular about how much time I spend on what. I’ve a growing child at home who looks up to me for learning things. She might only remember me sitting at the computer fiddling with the keys and glued to the screen all the time! I want to break this.
Blogging sure is fun and you gain knowledge too while in the process but then excess of anything is not good for anyone’s health.
I’ve to take that one step…yes towards sanity…towards being human and not a counterpart to the machine and I MUST DO IT!