Life is moving 10x times faster for me, it seems! I have no clue where are these weeks lapping and how! First it was the annual event at the office which swallowed my time and then it was the CTO’s visit that digested every bit of tick tick in an week and finally when all is back to normal my time is being eaten away by the back log which got created in past 3 weeks 😦
Sometime these situations make me question myself on my ability to manage time! Sometimes it tells me that it is okay to lose on some time in life and gear once again to normal track. Sometimes the whole mystery of where did a month go makes me feel wow I’m so very busy in life,a working woman, also taking care of home (partially) and still excelling in almost everything that I’m doing (well almost)!!!!!
So in toto this running out of time thingie has a lot of advantages too! I only get to rest on weekends, people around me are more caring because they are seeing me slog, my daughter only sees me on weekends and cuddles and snuggles a lot as if she has also realized the equation between me and her-weekend daughter mother relationship!!!! Ha!
I don’t know where am I running to, where do I want to reach with this. My boss just yesterday told me that I’m setting wrong example for my other team members of staying late and coming in early, working 10 hours straight 90% of the working days time! I realize that! I feel good somewhere that my boss too cares and understands that I must log out timely, unlike other bosses!
But what I’m trying to write here? What am I doing with my life? Work life is hectic I know but it is interestingly hectic. I’m enjoying my work. But I’m loosing on other side!
Even blogging! I’ve lost track of time when I wrote the last post, where my readers are, have I lost all of you? I was just going through some old posts (to reply to readers’s comments today) and found that Bikram was a regular one here but is not seen anywhere now a days, I don’t Tanishka, Pepper, TGND etc etc… Logically how will I see them, when I’m not writing, ha! And not reading them 😦
Either I need to analyze my time management OR I need to ……….. well what? Do I sound like one confused soul over here? This is getting crazy!
I mean things are moving fine, the home set up, the family relationships, the work life, the team management, everything is smoothly running but at the cost of my time…… 😦
P.S. Just ignore the post if you don’t understand a word, I don’t know why and what I wrote here !!!!!!!!!